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| zenryaku anata ga kyou, sono te o kakushi temo kawari ni hitomi ga nanika o tora e, hitori de ni mata togi sumasarete atarashii chikara o tazusaeru deshou. kakushin o motsu no wa touzen na koto, naze nara. aa anata wa mou fu aosa ni amaezu ni modoranai michi o erabu to itteiru. watashi mo mou tameiki wa morasanai. utsukushii anata no ketsudan ga tame. otona ni natta watashi-tachi ni wa itsudemo kotae ga iru n da ne. “kowai.” to, madotteiru manimo inochi wa, moe teshimau. inotteiru yo. anata no iro ga, donna ni hidoku yodondatte kawaranai sa. tsutaeta koto, haruka tooku de houi o ushinatte mo, dou ka oboeteite. watashi wa zutto utatteiru. mukashi wa motto, kisetsu no sugi iku sokudo ga osoku omoeteita no ni. chikagoro, nanda ka hayaku naru mitai. nasu beki koto ga yamazumi ni naru. otona ni natta watashi-tachi ni wa ima sugu kotae ga hoshii yo ne. tochuu de mayotteiru manimo, inochi ga mebaeru. negatteiru yo. anata no yume wa, donna ni nigoru sekai datte kowasenai sa. nozonda mama, tsuki susundeite houi o ayamattara, sotto omoidashite. tsuishin seotte mo tsubusa renai no wa, kyou mo anata ga ikiteiru to shinjiteite, utagawazu ni iru kara nanda yo. (honno sasai na riyuu) dou kao genki de.... |
Hello. Today you are holding on to something with your eyes instead of hiding your hands, honing again the new strength you’re carrying all by yourself – because having such confidence is so natural for you. Ahh, I heard you will soon, without any sort of childish dependence, choose a path that won’t return home. I too will soon suppress a sigh – because of the determination of such a beautiful you. We who have become adults always need answers, don’t we? Saying “It’s scary.”, we get confused even as life burns away. I am praying. Your color – it won’t change no matter how terribly they’re saying it stagnated. Please remember, even if you lose your direction in a place distant and far away, what I told you. I will always be singing. I’ve been thinking the seasons were later in changing back then. It seems like they come sooner lately somehow. The things I should do pile up. We who have become adults want answers right now, don’t we? Along the way, we get confused even as life sprouts. I am wishing. Your dream – it won’t break no matter how impure they say the world is. If you make a mistake in the direction you’re pushing onward towards, remember fondly the way you hoped. P.S. Even burdened with it and unable to destroy it, believe that you are living today too, because you are undoubtedly here. (It’s just a trivial reason) Please be well.... |
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