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| “anata no you ni wa naritakunai no” soshite kono mimi o tsubushitaku naru “anata no you ni wa kesshite naranai” migoto na uso nado fumitsuketaku naru angai nanimo ka mo ga kono te ni arisou na ki ga shiteru no ni “atashi nara dou ni demo naru” to teatarishidai hourinagete miru kono karada ga chi o fukidasu hodo butsukareru kabe ga areba ii anata no you ni wa naritaku nai no zutto naka de takanari tsudzukeru no wa anata ga oshieta seisho no uragawa “tarinakatta” nante yoku aru ketsumatsu nee ii keshiki da to omou? anata ga ai o oshikonda hitomi ni utsuru no wa “atashi nara dou ni demo naru” to nimotsu o oite hashiri dashite miru setsumei nado kanawanai kurai massugu ni susumereba ii angai nanimo ka mo ga kono te ni arisou na ki ga shiteru no ni itsu ni nareba kono shikumi ga kurui hajimete kureru no darou? itsu kara subete wa hakanasa o mashite itta no darou? “atashi nara dou ni demo naru” to teatarishidai hourinagete miru kono karada ga chi o fukidasu hodo butsukareru kabe ga areba ii butsukareru kabe ga areba ii butsukareru kabe ga areba ii |
“I don’t want to become like you” and so I want to smash my ears in “I’d never become like you” makes me want to walk all over those marvelous lies Although I have a hunch that soon I’ll have everything in my hands, unexpectedly “If it were me, I’d stop caring” so I’ll try haphazardly giving up halfway If only I had a wall I could crash against and let the blood spout from my body I don’t want to become like you – it keeps throbbing violently inside all the time You taught me the reverse of the Bible – “It wasn’t enough,” what a good conclusion Hey, don’t you think this is nice scenery? Reflected in the pupils of your eyes you pushed love into “If it were me, I’d stop caring” so I’ll try leaving my baggage behind and starting to run I really couldn’t bear an explanation; I’m fine as long as I keep going straight Although I have a hunch that soon I’ll have everything in my hands, unexpectedly When is it that this structure will begin to drive me mad? When was it that everything increased in transience? “If it were me, I’d stop caring” so I’ll try haphazardly giving up halfway If only I had a wall I could crash against and let the blood spout from my body If only I had a wall I could crash against If only I had a wall I could crash against |
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